I have discovered about myself that I operate on inspiration. I am not generally one who steadily plods through work, giving the enjoyable and unenjoyable an equal amount of effort. Therefore, I procrastinate by doing things like posting blog entries about how I operate. Thus, I am panicking a bit. I so very much wish I were a plodder, who had no problem doing what I need to do without a rush of inspirational fervour. I need to get this paper done for tomorrow. I need either a burst of inspiration (which can be sparked by panic. This may work out.) or to become more steady and slow and prepared and thoughtful. God help me. I am ridiculously distractible.
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